I have just read a tidbit of Malcolm Gladwell's David and Goliath. After finally parting ways with The Count of Monte Cristo, I found myself in a subtle state of mourning, not sure in what literary direction to head next…a bit reluctant to head back down the path of classical or contemporary fiction again, I started reading a preview of Gladwell's latest book.
My first (and only) introduction to his work was in reading The Tipping Point,
Wednesday, July 23, 2014
Tuesday, July 15, 2014
R-O-A-R
To say I'm not a Katy Perry fan is an understatement. I tend to find her lyrics cliché at best, offensive at worst. And the music isn't particularly inspiring. Anyone who knows me knows I don't speak the language of music. I have no rhythm and very little understanding of what goes into making music. But I do know when something is just downright bad! So when my girls asked me to listen to her single "Roar" my immediate relief had to do with the fact that I didn't have to censor anything. It's an upbeat girl power song…nothing new, but nothing bad.
Instead of intimidating all your daughter’s potential suitors, raise a daughter who intimidates them just fine on her own. Because, you know what’s intimidating? Strength and dignity. Deep faith. Self-assuredness. Wisdom. Kindness. Humility. Industriousness. Those are the bricks that build the wall that withstands the advances of old Slouchy-Pants, whether you ever show up with your Winchester locked and loaded or not. The unsuitable suitor finds nothing more terrifying than a woman who knows her worth to God and to her family.
Wisdom taken from: http://jenwilkin.blogspot.com/2014/06/on-daughters-and-dating-how-to.html?spref=fb
What a crazy notion! Raise our girls to intimidate their suitors!!! Raise our daughters to know their worth and to flaunt it! Raise our daughters to ROAR!
As parents we are continually realizing that we learn as much, if not more, from our kids than we ever teach them. I live with a proud bunch of lionesses and I could learn a thing or two from them. I'm going to start by making sure all the car windows are rolled down when we sing that song.
The video shows a timid Katy who relies on her macho companion for everything--to know what to say and what move to make. In short, she is the caricature of the helpless maiden. Once the Ken figure dies, however, Miss Katy finds herself alone in the jungle having to fend off fierce animals (I did mention this was a video and that it was a Katy Perry video--no further explanation needed for the dramatic flair). As you might guess from the title of the song, our protagonist experiences a transformation, and pretty soon she sings to let the world know that she and she alone is in charge of her world! Indeed she tames the lion with her voice (while wearing some nicely tailored animal skins, I might add).
She is woman, hear her ROAR! And why shouldn't a girl be empowered to have her voice heard, right? It's a message I know very well intellectually, having grown up the daughter of a single mom for a good chunk of my youth, the alum of a progressive Ivy league school (we won't mention it was the last of its kind to go co-ed) and the mother of three future women. But I know lots of things intellectually (some days I doubt this!). That doesn't mean I "get" them. So after about the eighteenth time listening to the song, all four of us females singing, I got the eye of the tiger, a fighter/Dancing through the fire/'Cause I am a champion, and you're gonna hear me roar/Louder, louder than a lion/'Cause I am a champion, and you're gonna hear me roar! I realized that I really didn't get it. To be blunt, the lyrics smacked me in the face like a wet rag. What I routinely communicate to my girls is "shhhh!" Literally, I spend a lot of time "shhhing" them. They're loud. They're talkative. And they're a threesome so it's rarely quiet in my airspace and sometimes "shhhing" is necessary. But sometimes it's not. Sometimes I need to enjoy the fact that they so intrinsically know they were created to ROAR and that nothing in this world has thus far squelched that in them…including me. They push the limits, they challenge my husband and me when when they disagree with a decision, they get in trouble…they live life to the fullest and they are not afraid of what the future holds. They are not me, the forty-some year old who has spent countless hours and countless dollars trying to find her voice. But there's still plenty of time left and if I'm not deliberate, they will learn from me to whisper instead of roar. So I am trying, trying, to pause and ask myself (in the midst of the chaos) if I really do need to "shhh" anyone at this particular moment.
There's been a video circulating that shows girls responding to the request to "run like a girl" and, as might be expected they run in a half-serious manner, arms flailing. How often do I reinforce the stereotype that I loathe: that girls are weaker or less legit in their very being (don't get me started on the lack of sensitivity displayed when people ask a pregnant woman the gender of her unborn child!)? I think I do it quite a lot, whether by not respecting myself enough, my husband (I'm not sure where Katy stands, but ROAR to me does not equal man bashing), my kids? Another blog I read recently dissected the comical scenario of a dad with the shotgun ready to defend his daughter from any unworthy suitor. This mom challenged us to rethink that whole notion:
Wisdom taken from: http://jenwilkin.blogspot.com/2014/06/on-daughters-and-dating-how-to.html?spref=fb
What a crazy notion! Raise our girls to intimidate their suitors!!! Raise our daughters to know their worth and to flaunt it! Raise our daughters to ROAR!
As parents we are continually realizing that we learn as much, if not more, from our kids than we ever teach them. I live with a proud bunch of lionesses and I could learn a thing or two from them. I'm going to start by making sure all the car windows are rolled down when we sing that song.
Friday, July 4, 2014
From Listlessness to Restfulness
Summer is a season that I alternately yearn for and dread at the same time. Why? Because of it's vastness. The confines of an overly-scheduled life give way to the expansiveness of sunny, sweaty summer days. There are so many options and in the first few weeks the infiniteness of summer makes us all giddy. No need to figure out what to do or plan an outing, there's plenty of time for that!
We spend too many hours in the sun, eat too much sugar, play too much--if that's possible-- and generally unwind from the previous 10 months. Life is good. Any parent knows that if your child/children are happy, then the odds are that you're happy too. This summer has been good in that regard. Oh sure, we've had the dramas of not wanting to go to camp, wanting to stay longer at camp, or whatever the daily topic may be, but overall, it's been a good summer for the young Ranks. And therefore it's been a good one for the Missus. Until a few days ago.
Malaise is the best way to describe what I feel--or what I don't feel. Lest I get too philosophical too soon there are pragmatic reasons for my mental lethargy: ongoing insomnia, a more relaxed mentality that can border on laziness(!), lack of work day structure, and so on. But malaise is not the same thing as depression, which I am not currently struggling with. Malaise, to me, is that slow moving slug of a thing that enters my being so stealthily and sets up camp in my soul.
My initial reaction when I sense malaise creeping in is to prescribe my own antedate of busyness. After all, the WORST thing a stay-at-home mom can be is unproductive. It's downright uncivilized! The problem is, I've never been a great "doer" (oh, sure, I get things done, but not to the domestic heights that my German foremothers exemplified) so trying to ramp up my productivity when I feel motivated to do nothing typically results in a few piles moved and, if I'm lucky, a few loads of laundry completed. Not a total waste, but definitely not a remedy for my malady.
A common sense solution to my problem of wanting to do nothing but needing to do something has been to catch up on my reading. It's been a very practical option: I can take the kids to the pool and plop myself in a shaded corner to catch up on book club picks. At least then I could say I'd done *something,* even if the house didn't reflect my efforts. So last week, after finishing my easily digested adolescent novels I dug into The Count of Monte Cristo. All 2000 pages of it. I muttered a few choice thoughts about why we had to read a book this ginormous when they typical window of alone time lasts no more than 30 minutes, if I'm lucky. Nonetheless, I got started. In pure pragmatic fashion I decided to try and tackle 100 pages for the next 20 days. Certainly that was doable. After all, I was NOT going to have any excuse for not finishing it since it was summer vacation. After about day one I found myself not wanting to put the book down. Its been a long time since I've re-read one of the classics like Dumas' and I was struck at how matter-of-factly he diagnoses the human condition. There's no justification for the villains acting villainous. They are motivated by selfish greed, pure and simple. Conversely, the righteous are motivated doing what is honorable and the thought of not doing so is comparable to death. They are internally driven, whether towards right or wrong. At this point in my reading The Count has begun exacting justice against his former tormentors and my curiosity is peaked to see if he will succumb to his anger or whether Dantes will reappear.
In the midst of my malaise I ask myself a similar question: will I give in to listlessness and dissatisfaction or will call myself to the better purpose of resting in the moment. Purposeful resting is not something that comes easily. Deliberately sitting and listening to the world and people around you instead of shouting at them to try and be heard is what I'm attempting. Learning that sitting peacefully to reflect on what's ruminating in my heart does not equal laziness is a new-found freedom I'm trying to enjoy. Transforming listlessness, or a directionless, sedentary state to a thoughtful, resting state is what I desire so that summer may be a time of blessed "re-set" and repose….
We spend too many hours in the sun, eat too much sugar, play too much--if that's possible-- and generally unwind from the previous 10 months. Life is good. Any parent knows that if your child/children are happy, then the odds are that you're happy too. This summer has been good in that regard. Oh sure, we've had the dramas of not wanting to go to camp, wanting to stay longer at camp, or whatever the daily topic may be, but overall, it's been a good summer for the young Ranks. And therefore it's been a good one for the Missus. Until a few days ago.
Malaise is the best way to describe what I feel--or what I don't feel. Lest I get too philosophical too soon there are pragmatic reasons for my mental lethargy: ongoing insomnia, a more relaxed mentality that can border on laziness(!), lack of work day structure, and so on. But malaise is not the same thing as depression, which I am not currently struggling with. Malaise, to me, is that slow moving slug of a thing that enters my being so stealthily and sets up camp in my soul.
My initial reaction when I sense malaise creeping in is to prescribe my own antedate of busyness. After all, the WORST thing a stay-at-home mom can be is unproductive. It's downright uncivilized! The problem is, I've never been a great "doer" (oh, sure, I get things done, but not to the domestic heights that my German foremothers exemplified) so trying to ramp up my productivity when I feel motivated to do nothing typically results in a few piles moved and, if I'm lucky, a few loads of laundry completed. Not a total waste, but definitely not a remedy for my malady.
A common sense solution to my problem of wanting to do nothing but needing to do something has been to catch up on my reading. It's been a very practical option: I can take the kids to the pool and plop myself in a shaded corner to catch up on book club picks. At least then I could say I'd done *something,* even if the house didn't reflect my efforts. So last week, after finishing my easily digested adolescent novels I dug into The Count of Monte Cristo. All 2000 pages of it. I muttered a few choice thoughts about why we had to read a book this ginormous when they typical window of alone time lasts no more than 30 minutes, if I'm lucky. Nonetheless, I got started. In pure pragmatic fashion I decided to try and tackle 100 pages for the next 20 days. Certainly that was doable. After all, I was NOT going to have any excuse for not finishing it since it was summer vacation. After about day one I found myself not wanting to put the book down. Its been a long time since I've re-read one of the classics like Dumas' and I was struck at how matter-of-factly he diagnoses the human condition. There's no justification for the villains acting villainous. They are motivated by selfish greed, pure and simple. Conversely, the righteous are motivated doing what is honorable and the thought of not doing so is comparable to death. They are internally driven, whether towards right or wrong. At this point in my reading The Count has begun exacting justice against his former tormentors and my curiosity is peaked to see if he will succumb to his anger or whether Dantes will reappear.
In the midst of my malaise I ask myself a similar question: will I give in to listlessness and dissatisfaction or will call myself to the better purpose of resting in the moment. Purposeful resting is not something that comes easily. Deliberately sitting and listening to the world and people around you instead of shouting at them to try and be heard is what I'm attempting. Learning that sitting peacefully to reflect on what's ruminating in my heart does not equal laziness is a new-found freedom I'm trying to enjoy. Transforming listlessness, or a directionless, sedentary state to a thoughtful, resting state is what I desire so that summer may be a time of blessed "re-set" and repose….
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